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Life has moved too quickly to chart daily on what happens, so I'll have to abbreviate the past few weeks of january. 


first with some events 


I've been working lots. I saw my first patient of mine who i knew and spoke to code and die, between the floor and the elevator before we stopped them at the ICU. so many events have taken place in the hospital. Yet, the days there are still slow sometimes. This past monday  for instance, positively dragged. I had nothing to do for nearly the entire 16 hour shift. I spend too much time staring at my phone, calculating the pay I'm making, eating whatever the cafeteria provides. 


Today I made asparagus and peppers and boiled eggs and drank 3 beers. I feel so tired even now I feel I must retire to sleep again. It's been a 16, and 8, and a 16 tomorrow. The pace is break neck 


I wish I had more reserve to write but I feel weary. I can only lay and watch or listen. tomorrow I will work again for nearly the last time. 

the total of 9 16s will be complete friday 


followed by a stint of 3 12s. 


i experienced many moments of great happiness today. I said to myself "I'm a very happy camper" and I am. I bought a scented candle which I love. My cat is getting along better with the other. I enjoys some beer and dinner and called my sister for her birthday today. She is 25! Wow.

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