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 last night I went out to providence for Michaelas birthday 


we had a good time, had some drinks. The lady who played us touch tunes was a real G. Even bought us green tea shots. (how do  you make thsoe)? 


I want to  say more but I don't  have time before bed now.  I followed the white car home that night on 146 and laughed a lot as they panicked. They started it, in my defense,  but racing at 100 mph  and blocking me. Whatever. 


Today I woke  up to the sunshine, how glorious, and  spent a relaxed morning before the  calls and emails started coming in. It became a blur. I actually went to the hospital to use the restroom, absurd as it is. 


I picked  up a  shift at Saint Anne's and confirmed my fate for tomorrows additional 16 hours. 48 this week  plus  another 8, and unless I weasel out of it, another 8, making a nice round 64 

I can't tell if  I'm  too  sick  or not. I  have symptoms, but they are mild honestly. I don't think it's COVID, but then again  it could be. It's so hard to say. The truth is I suppose that I don't care, or if I do it won't change anything.  

If I have it now, great, I can barrel through some long days, sleep the  rest, suffer, and be done with it for ever. If not, great, I'll be less sick for shorter and stay  safe. 


The ED was a nightmare tonight though. Good, productive, I felt like I  really helped. But a nightmare still. Nonstop COVID. back to back. constant exposure. It's ludacris. I suppose its expected. 


That's all, there's more, much more, but I'm tired and need to sleep. 

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